papiru no nikki

Prologue: Please view this post as a subjective view of a certain kinds of women. Not really mean to offend the whole bunch of species called men.

Is appearance everything? I don't know, maybe pretty girls never really experience this.
Discrimination by looks? wheew.. been there many times.

What's with the world? Choosing employees based on looks or cup size or offering the almighty help because of the length of the skirt. People are so being blinded. I have a feeling that most gorgeous women have a smooth easy life (sorry for the generalization). They don't understand what it feels like to be treated differently.

We're average. We're not as shinning as those whitey-stylist creatures. And don't intend to be as shinny anyway, because we're actually don't care too much. Well, maybe a bit of jealousy exists. But that's because of the different treatments, D'OH!

Why not see a person (woman) as a person? Not as an object of satisfying the "needs".

There are two kinds of women for men. One kind is to be adored and crazily loved, and the other kind is to loyally serve.

On the other hand, I also know that sometimes women treat certain men differently too. That, I have no say. In fact, I want to ask, again.. Why appearance mattters? They will fade out after 40 anyway. Oh.. I forgot.. Just dump away the 40's ones.. right.

Are they just a bad bunch sample? Or the whole species are like that? Not really sure.



PS: I repeat, please view this post as a subjective view of a certain kinds of women. Not really mean to offend the whole bunch of species called men.

~goodday~

Ingat monica di friends yg selalu terobses utk menaruh barang dgn exact dmn aja.. ngaturnya dgn too-much order.. sampe syal dipisah2 berdasarkan warna.. dan ngamuk kalo ada org yg mindain dan ngacauin itu.. Kynya dlm diri wanita, perfectionist dlm kerapihan/kebersihan sedikit banyak pasti ada.. Bahkan cowo jg ada.. contoh nyatanya adalah bokap gw sendiri yg sering bgt kurang kerjaan ngelurusin serabut2 tali di sisinya karpet. -__-;

Inget jg sheldon di Big Bang Theory.. itu lbh gila lagi.. perfectionist dlm segala hal kali.. urutan sandwich aja dipermasalahin.. wong dlm perut kan sama aja.. kekekek..

Perfectionist? Pkoknya intinya mempermasalahkan hal2 kecil, yg bagi org lain tuh g penting..

Menyambung ke kejadian kerusuhan rmh sblmnya, kami (gw n sin) menyadari bahwa wanita itu pd dasarnya punya obsesi menyerupai monica ini. Sin akan stress kalo sofanya abis ditidurin org, lapaknya g rapih. Gw stress waktu org abis mandi bkin basah dan karpetnya klipet2 g jelas. Satu hal lg yg paling gw strict adalah masalah cara njemur baju.. jaraknya hrus diatur, selang selingnya, mana yg di depan, mana yg di tengah tergantung jenis bhn bajunya, ngadep mana biar kena cahaya, hrs dibalik secara berkala.. dll dst. makanya, olin.. waktu itu gw stress ngeliat lo njemur baju rapet2 dan g pake jemuran yg seharusnya utk tipe baju2 itu.. makanya gw jemur ulang.. jd kesalahan bkn terletak di anda.. hehehehe.. Seorg tmn lagi jg stress kalo ngeliat ada rambut satu helai aja di atas karpetnya.. Nyokap gw? dia klo soal jemuran lbh parah kali.. dia balikin tiap jam.. -__-; Trus kalo naro taneman.. sudutnya hrs exact kali.. Bokap jg.. kalo gw abis nyapu/ngepel, pasti diulang..

Belanja jg gitu jg kan.. Harus merk tertentu yg udah biasa dipake.. Soalnya yg merk ini lbh tahan lama, atau wanginya lbh ciamik. Gw pusing pas sin bli sabut cuci piring dan lap dapur di toko satu euro bkn di rossmann. Kalo gorden kmr mandi gak sibakin abis mandi.. trus nata brg2.. bener2 hrs persis sama tiap hari..

Ya walau mgkn g separah2 amat ky monica, tp rasanya sisi ini ada di setiap org.. terutama cewe kalo masalah rmh.. atau cowo di masalah hobbynya misalkan.. naro kameranya ke tasnya ngadepnya salah.. trus ntar dia protes.. Ada jg yg perfectionist dlm hal masak dan nata makanan, tp tdk dlm mengatur tmpat tinggalnya..

ya kira2 bgitu.. apakah kalian2 jg ada hal2 yg jg perfectionist g jelas di dlm satu hal?

Inilah pandangan saya setelah mendengar atau mengalamai beberapa pengalaman tentang pertemanan di dalam satu atap..

Kita bisa berteman baik dgn seseorang.. Sering ktemu, maen brg dll dsb..
Ketika tiba2 dihadapkan dgn kondiri satu atap, bs saja pertemanan itu berubah menjadi elus2 dada, perang dingin, atau benar2 menjauh.. Makin lama semakin saling meng-iritate, hal2 yg gak cocok kluar smua.. Hal kecil aja bs jd ky banjir bah kalo ngadepinnya tiap hr..

Memang utk tinggal satu atap itu.. bener2 cocok2an.. Kalau perbedaannya terlalu besar, ribet jdnya.. Gw sendiri amaze sama kita b3 yg so far so good.. Kira2 2 taun udah ama si bodoh nomor1 dan 1 taun ama si bodoh nomor 2 itu, tp blm pernah brantem.. Jadi tmn maen di luar bisa, di dlm jg ttp asik2an.. Tp ya jeleknya, kita maen b3 mulu doang.. g gaul! huhuhuhu..

Gw jg melihat rekan2 yg lain yg idup satu atap ama yg lain.. Yah.. ada yg rusuh2, ada yg sok kompak, ada yg sunyi perang dingin.. Tp yg bener2 kompak sih memang jarang.. Jadinya gw melihat bahwa kebanyakan.. teman di luar != teman di rmh..

I hate you today...

You and your damn ridicolous so called PRIDE put us in danger...
Just admit that u're a freakin' newbey..

You and your miraclelously messy room..

You and your laziness to wash the damn dishes!

You and your hyperactive shower that flooded the bathroom

Hate you..

Yeah.. kira2 3 taun lalu anak2 SMAN 8 angkatan 2002 ingin mengadakan reunian tepat pd tgl 080808... I "gladly" missed that.. yeah..

Ngeliat poto2nya.. aduh irinya.. aduh kangennya... and.. wah.. si aa' dateng .. sial.. :p

CIH!

What is home?

A place where my loved ones are?
A place where I feel peaceful?
A place where I want to be?
A house of my parents?

".. Snow comes and goes. But a sunny day is always you .."

By Fira Basuki in Atap

pulangnya jgn klamaan dong!

Siapa yg ngidupin water heater kalo mati?
Siapa yg bayar listrik?
Siapa yg ngepel tangga?
Siapa yg mbuang sampah?
Siapa yg bisa disuru2?

~ratapanGadis2ManjaYgDitinggalMudikSiBodoh~

Akhir2 ini kenapa jadi banyak acara makan2? Bukannya protes.. saya mah Alhamdulillah.. Tapi ada apakah gerangan?

Aduh kenyangnyaaaaah....

Biar bagaimana timbangan berat badan di mbak yolla tdk bs dipercaya, saya percaya bahwa saya melembung.. :p

Menu mlm ini apa yah? kmrn batagor.. ktnya bufallo mozarella? apa pula itu...

Exactly that's the question..

I never quite sure what that thing means..

My flatmate defined "art" as:
"All the things that I couldn't understand"
well.. in some case that might be true..

a blur picture can be a masterpiece of art..
even a stain on the wall could be an art..
people can argue that every single human creation is art..

even a technological research paper can say: ".. as state of the art of .. "
O___o??

So what is exactly is art?

Surounded by "art" people in my school, make me winch... What do they mean? So abstract, could not really understand..
During the art exhibition in University of Art, my friend was explaining about her installation.. "blah blah blah.. so this goes there, so blah blah.." ... so? what for exactly? What is the function? How can we make use of it?

Art.. IMHO is a form of human that can be enjoyed.. BUT, if we don't understand it, how can we enjoy?

Music, as one of the form of art, I appreciate it and love it soo much..
The same case as Photography.. Film.. Web Design.. Printing Design..
I love it..

but abstract painting and sclupture.. unreasonable singing in opera.. non-understanable installation.. hem.. not really my area.. even for an abstract film, I couldn't get it..


based on Wikipedia.org:

exactly so diverse..

It takes a crane to build a crane
it takes two floors to make a story
it takes an egg to make a hen
it takes a hen to make an egg
there is no end to what I’m saying

It takes a thought to make a word
and it takes some words to make an action
it takes some work to make it work
it takes some good to make it hurt
it takes some bad for satisfaction

la la la la la la la life is wonderful
ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
al la la la la

It takes a night to make it dawn
and it takes a day to make you yawn brother
it takes some old to make you young
it takes some cold to know the sun
it takes the one to have the other

And it takes no time to fall in love
but it takes you years to know what love is
and it takes some fears to make you trust
it takes those tears to make it rust
it takes the dust to have it polished (Yeah)

ha la la la la la la life is wonderful
ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
ah la la la it is so (and it’s so)

It takes some silence to make sound
and it takes a loss before you found it
and it takes a road to go nowhere
it takes a toll to make you care
it takes a hole to make a mountain

ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
ah la la la la la la life is meaningful
ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
ah la la la la la
it is so wonderful
it is so meaningful
it is so wonderful
it is meaningful
it is wonderful
it is meaningful
it goes full circle
wonderful
meaningful
full circle

anything.. anyone..

Terlalu baik dan tidak tegas itu tidak baik..

*melirik tumpukan kerjaan*

T___T gmn bs nolak rejeki?

hik2... thesiskuuuuu...

~fulltimeworkerparttimestudent~

harus hati2 ...

klo dr awal udah tau g yakin.. atau berbahaya.. lbh baik jgn dimulai..
karena semakin lama.. makin menempel.. susah lepasnya..

uugh..

*ngakak*

br dpt dr silda nih


oh god, am I that perfectionist?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Saya gosong.. belang.. dekil.. ireng.. kucel..
(yang belang bkn perutnya yah, mbum! g sopan!)

-___-;

baru naek speda rmh-uni-rmh (yg abis itu lgsg teler dan kuyup) aja dah keling..

gila matahari sommer memang mantabh..

hilang smua tabungan putih di saat winter..

Akhirnya.. eike punya sapida.. huhuhu.. walau dilanda segudang masalah..

Krn males.. saya membeli sepeda pertama di pasar loak.. itu city bike bwt cewe.. pdhal pgnnya jg mountain bike.. emg dasar kalo blnja sendiri suka bego.. bli lah speda butut itu utk 25eur..sorenya bannya udah kempes -__-; trus dipompa kempes lg.. aiyah.. udah gitu abis perjalanan jauh, pantat gw sakitnya 2hr... minggu dpnnya mau nuker aja.. trus gw tuker dgn mountain bike dgn tukar tambah.. speda lama gw dihargainnya murah bgt :( ya udah lah.. sepeda baru ini mountain bike.. akhirnya.. pas dicoba sih enak bgt.. pas jln jauh.. geblek ini gigi g bs diganti bwt lbh ringan apa.. berat bgt tiap geosannya.. trs setelah berusaha mengkutak kutik.. dan menyadari bahwa bannya g persis di tengah, tp agak lbh ke kiri yg menyebabkan menempel pada salah satu sisi bantalan rem..  ya iya lah beraat! -__-;

aiyah.. klo bli lain kali jgn di tmpat aneh2 lah vita..

yah tp saya dan sapida butut saya selalu setia skrg.. tiap hr ke bahnhof, ato kota.. ke uni enggak dulu deh.. jau bo.. dgn goesan berat itu.. sampe bahnhof aja dah ngos2an.. pdhal cm 10mnt -___-; gmn ke uni yg 25mnt..

Mudah2an bs membantu membakar lemak dgn gigi yg g bs diubah itu.. (pdhal cm 20mnt perhari :p)

Bagaimana sebenarnya hukumnya?

Berhubung di puncak2 musim panas ini, jam sholat isha itu adalah jam 12 kurang di bagian bumi utara ini, hal ini menjadi pertanyaan di pengajian Bremen siang ini. Banyak beberapa orang di sini yang biasa tdr cepat (tdk seperti saya), menyatakan bahwa menjamak Magrib dan Isha itu adalah boleh, dengan syarat seseorang tersebut harus tidur sebelum masuk waktu Isha. Mungkin untuk keluarga2 yg punya anak2 kecil barangkali..

Menurut saya pribadi, berhubung saya jam 12 itu blm tdr, yah.. Saya g gitu percaya dgn hukum yang menyatakan boleh itu.. kalo udah ngantuk bgt, ttp aja saya tahan2in biar g ktdran.. toh udah biasa tdr di atas jam 12. Tapi krn kita di indonesia g pernah diajarin masalah ini.. lah wong jam mataharinya gesernya g extrim, jdnya bingung jg gmn sebenernya hukum yang berlaku. Penasaran jg jdnya. Walau kadang saya ngeliatnya aneh kalau ada yg menjamak ini. Mgkn kita yg muda2, merasa aneh.. krn jam tdr kita beda. Berfikir "apa coba susahnya nahan sampe jam 12?".

Jamak itu kan keringanan yg biasanya utk perjalanan jauh. Ini kan kita g kmn2.. tp cm masalahnya Ishanya terlalu mlm aja.. So how? Apakah sebenernya boleh dijamak? Menurut saya, knp g bgn lg aja? Kalo kita bs bgn utk subuh, knp g bs bgn utk Isha?

buga guga i gu ka gi o buuu!

kuga ii go gagitu boah og bow..

tired to be misunderstood..

In my dilemma between earning more and doing my Thesis, one of my friend just suddenly said,
"Why wasting time in crappy job when I can earn even more if I have graduated"